Oh how I miss you

I have been thinking a lot of my brother this past week. I think of the fun times we had and the last things we talked about before his death. I often think about how it would have been to be an auntie. I'll never get to be one and it really makes me sad. I picture his little girl with curly dark locks and a bubbly personality like his. His little boy would have been handsome and had his daddy's smile and skinny body. I would have spoiled them rotten and have had sleep overs all the time. I wonder what Joe is doing up there in heaven. If he thinks of us. If he misses us. I know he is in a better place but that doesn't make me miss him any less. I wish I could go back in time. I would have done more things with him. I would have talked to him more. Said a few more I love you's. But I can't. But I will one day when we meet again. That day will be grand. Oh how I miss you.

I wish Heaven had a phone so I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today,but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, and often speak your name. All I have are memories and pictures in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake, from which I'll never part......God has you in his arms. I have you in my heart.